Disintegration is quite an interesting work being from the point that when I started it I wanted to depict feeling loved and embraced. The partner that I was with at the time was someone that I always had a question mark around, meeting them previously, and on going back to them after doing some work on myself I started seeing that “oh this past person is from your past incarnation when you were narcissist fodder” so I ended that pretty abruptly as soon as I saw the patterns and continued to work on this piece – the more that I worked on it the more that it just started to disintegrate and these upward lines about like energy disintegrating into the air became something that I really connected with. Now when I look at this work I see it as allowing the memory to exist but also allowing the feelings to disperse and no longer having that sense of attachment.